I'm losing it.

waaaa! I can't believe this. I just got a bad news. :((

I can't compete in the yearly Journalist's Press Conference! It's the same day of my retreat! It's really rude. RUDE RUDE RUDE!!! I've prepared for this for a long time!!! The contest would be this Sept. 9 & 10. It's the same we are leaving for the yearly senior class retreat. i hope, I really hope, though I know its near to impossible, that the dates would be moved. I really cried when a knew about this this afternoon. I was like "This is isn't real! It can't be this rude!"

I'm really down right now.I'm so depressed. This is like one of the most important thing to me. And now, I'm losing it!! They let me choose between two important things. I simply can't. Press Conference isn't a requirement, but then, it's the only contest I look up every year. It's REALLY important to me. Retreat IS a requirement, and it's also important to me. I'll experience it just once in my entire life. This is really rude!

*I'm totally pissed and depressed* >____________<

oyasumi~